27 December 2009

Standing In Front Of A Tank

I have had it, this is enough, no more.
I am tired and disgusted and just plain over it.
No more will I let you just roll,
No more will I let you just burn,
No more will I let you just outman, outflank, outarm, outright pulverize.
I don’t want it, we don’t want it, do you want it?
What better way to die than to tell you to stop.
You probably won’t listen, you never do,
You are too smart, too scared as well.
You aren’t just Judas, you are a liar,
I don’t believe you, and accordingly,
I will stand here, I want to cross the street,
But not if it means negotiating with you,
No, I won’t judge when is best to walk,
I will judge when is worst to walk, when is best to talk.
I will come out and I will decide when you get to cross.

Who said you are smarter or better than me?
Who said you should be in charge of all?
Who said you should shoot at everyone, camera men included?
I sure as heck didn’t, and even more so,
I know thousands of dead people who didn’t,
I know thousands of soon to be dead people who didn’t,
I know millions of long lived citizens who didn’t.
You just take and give orders of confinement,
You feel like you can do whatever, be free,
But you are not you fools,
Because in order to keep me, and those other people I talked about,
From being able to be happy and treated fairly,
You cannot be free, because you have a lot of work on your hands,
You are silly to think that your life is better than mine.
I would not be surprised if you caught me and got really mad,
But I also know that I lived free, didn’t you just see?

-jared a muscat

25 December 2009

22 December 2009

Airport Poem


I wrote it in an airport during a 2-hour delay

20 December 2009

Swing Low

Swing low
sweet melancholy morning,
blue, but saturated with
the smell of
a far away fire and
draped in
clouds, subtle and
comforting-it is so
easy to hug
mornings like these:
typewriter here, ocean
here, jazz
everywhere-books too.
Who's to say
this is not a
miraculous day? It is,
for if a bird
will surf
a sea wave, and a dolphin
will leap for
the air's
current, one must
certainly smile,
walk about the pad
and sand and sea-
free, also
pleased.

18 December 2009

Mind Marathon

What do you do when your
mind runs away?
Off with your thoughts of
self structure,
and strong willed desire,
and motherly love--
into pits of fiery
compassion
and brilliant masquerades full
of epic tales of years
forlorncand heroic,
romantic streams like these
only run
certain seasons of the year
of life,
glistening as they drift
and weave and
comply to the stautue of the
rocks, leaves, frogs,
sticks, stones and tiny fish
skeleton bones,
to an ending point of
refreshing
passivity, when together you
and friendly streams
from all around join and
provide
and strengthen and shape
this glorious world and
glorious time,
of change.

17 December 2009

Nutritious Tangerines

O how yummy
is a tangerine?
its short and
stout demeanor of
juicy delicious
wholesomeness-
covered by a glistening
moon cratered orange
tarp of hidden
nutrients that only
the looniest
of loons teeth on.

16 December 2009

Shit on a Screen

A turd sits on
my screen-
it stinks through the luminescent
rays, and eeks out
through digital
telepathy-it is large
supposedly in charge
and absolutely worth
less,
so I will grab the
toilet paper woven
of friends, and wipe
that piece of
shit, write
off.

13 December 2009

Deeds

If I told you I wrote
and did not use words,
would you listen
if I asked to read?
And when I spoke without sound
of breath
would you understand
and believe?
Because my beliefs
I cannot speak
and my paintings
can't be written-
and still my heart burns
and mind fires
and feet tingle-
enjoy your deeds.

11 December 2009

A Western (lazy) Haiku or 9

Waltz to and fro,
clothes loose as thought,
brain open.

A bitch blows
strong gales of storm
to unsettle sand.

Listen with eyes,
hear with mouth,
dance with fingers.

Think,
thunk,
died.

Don't study
so as
to create.

Read short sonnets
of free verse
long thought.

Why take
notes on a
pathetic song?

Fake laughs
foster egos
and tickle brains,

Convinced atheists
weep in God's
glory.

lunatic's note: Jack Kerouac wrote what he defined as a "western Haiku," he deemed the original syllabyl laden poems of the Japanese were most certainly marvelous but impossible to match with the English language, noting the "fluid syllabic Japanese" language to be the reason for Japanese Haikus being so short, sweet, and life worthy. Anyways, I think Jack is cool, and so I decided to be a little like him and go after this western Haiku idea, so this is what I did, it was during a meeting that was frustrating and longer than I had planned for-so please enjoy, if it is bad, let me know!

10 December 2009

Unlimited Energy Packets

I wish I had
unlimited packets
of energy vitamins
that helped
me to stay up for
this night, which
I could use for a lot
of art that is floating
above my brain and in
front of my hands-
I could also write
some more poems,
I have been feeling
some
sort
of
rhythm
lately…o well, I
am hungry and for the moment
am truly
enjoying
the kicks-you have
to live in order
to have something
to write
and to write
you have to
fill in
the blank.

08 December 2009

Daze (on a bus)

What?
Why? Yes,
most assuredly,
when?
Swoop, snap!
Wabam! Back
again.
Forward hoe!


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04 December 2009

Week 3 Discoveries

The ever present luminescence of the stairwells cast shadows of midnight,
while behind blinds sit students playing with their robots with all their might.
As if the success of their life depends on the strength of the robot's mind.
Little do they know that robots are not going to save them from becoming blind;
through the sweet breeze lurks a man not many know,
he approaches the walk with the air of a king many years removed from his show.
"Why do you care that I sit here drinking a beer?" he jeered,
O how pathetic it was when upon his removal the crowd cheered,
and the pace with which they decided he was not fit to join,
when some time ago they described him as a the leader of the battle of Boyne.
So often they tell you to look forward and forget the past,
especially with a man like Tom Robinson, for whom they didn't know the facts.
As the evening draws on, the groan of the highway overtakes the ripples of the sea,
and again everyone remembers that they can not get another C,
here they are to learn the general facts needed to live,
there are the ones though, the lazy crew, who are there to give.
"You are wasting our time," the professors complained.
And so the crew hopped ship and took off on a plane,
bound for countries in need with the goal of giving only more,
and as the plane touched down the professors grew increasingly sore,
for the crew brought warmth to each little town,
planting beautiful flowers in the ground.
Back next to the highway kids felt bent by the rapid flow of necessary lessons,
while their parents sent them fruity delicatessens.
Sara sat in her suite listening to the laughter on the street,
"they don't understand why they are here," she decreed.
A statement with which her parents very much agreed,
"They will struggle to live happy and free, but you will have the money everyone needs."
A day later she sat behind the cat who moved so magnificent,
she hid under a hood of embarrassment,
for she had discovered it was she, not he,
that had gotten the lonely D.
She leaned to the boy asking "how can this be?"
He told her that life could not be taken so simply seriously.
She looked at the boy in a pair of jeans and a shirt rough along the seems,
she questioned how such an image could keep focus on a dream,
as he packed to leave he turned to the girl and said,
“come by my house and I will teach you how to bake complex bread."
The idea seemed strange, but she was far from naïve,
she approached with a mind not ready to believe,
but the rhythm of the boy's dance brought a smile to her face.
"Come sit down, promise me this wont be a race, I like to move at a pleasant pace."
The boy moved pure and free opening cupboards with a style the girl had not seen,
"Please join me, I can not teach unless you join me in the scene."
"Please understand I am not of your kind at all," the girl implied.
"I know, I cant stand your type," the boy lied.
He sang songs, mixed and stirred,
creating poetry without using words.
And soon they moved with the wiseness of owls,
as the girl created beautiful sounding vowels,
and at the top of her lungs she cried,
"I want to tell my parents of all I have discovered inside."
She left the boy with a kiss to inspire a Shakespeare piece,
and phoned her parents to explain the Arabic she just learned with such ease.
"What do you mean you don’t want to go green?"
"Because money is not what I need!"
She now spoke in a tongue they did not know, that seemed obscure,
her parents feared that she like so many dropouts would soon be caught in the blur.
They told her it was all over now,
they told her that she was jumping of the bow.
Back to the boy she ran, longing for the touch of his hand,
he told her not to get mad, and told her tales of a native land,
she moved from her robot to the street,
and soon she had a fluid step to her feet,
the air had grown light and her heart brought others delight.
The boy sat down remembering the terrible fright of the previous night,
when he told his parents the plans for his life.
"You wont be any better than those in the middle of economic strife."
The boy responded with laughter saying, "that is probably what the world needs,”
on he continued “I have what I need, it doesn't involve the ideas of green or greed,"
he painted a life entangled in the earth's weeds,
his ability to use old and new soil to create beautiful trees for incredible deeds.
His parents had no time for the Japanese, "take care of yourself please."
The boy looked to Sara for strength in the knees,
she told him tales of others whose dreams no one could understand with ease,
and how at first people regarded them as a disease,
now the boy stands, with the purpose of a memorial.


-I found this on my computer written sometime last school year, I think Week 3 of Spring Quarter, hence the title

03 December 2009

more of someone cooler than me, doing cool things

This is a link to my artist writer friend (possible rainy day worshiper) Shea Pederson's blog right hither
She is pretty ding dang awesome, super spectacular, and not nearly as nerdy as me. She does incredible art and has a lucky outlook on life...aka she is in Oregon (halfway jealous). Anyway, she lives as she wants to and makes art as she wants to, what is better than that?
O and she just sent me a short story about a freezer...it is really good, and besides, who else could write a whole short story about a freezer?
peas and lettuce create beets

01 December 2009

the what?'s

these are some random
lines, along
with perhaps
things
considered couplets...followed
by more
cool blue
random
lines.
that
might be organized,
or
not...
let your-
self
decide, they do
have to
move.

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Line so clean, spray so neat.
Arm down to left, style theft.

Paper open, wordless,
Pen hyper, organic typer.

Blank, healed to rebirth,
Pastel with pencil, fun, facile.

Word notes, musical letters,
Vibrations of sound, symphonic around.

Air electrical, unplugged,
Some dance, life’s chance.

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Half shoe lace, no shave,

Mouth open tilt, plastic bags of wilt.

Blonde straight, pen pocket, protector,

Tunes on, glasses song.

Homework, cell-phone.

Ponytail, shirt from consignment sale.

Rod for fish and yawns, Vans written,

Music audible, hairstyle applaudible.

Sunglasses black, white cap,

Gelled Padres fan, skin not tan.

Blonde wet, forward stare,

Staff together, skin like leather.

Operation text, jeans sleek,

Side swagger, ain’t no dog wagger.